i am confused

What with all the things happenin’ in my life these days. I am confused. And, more immediately, I am sunburned. Don’t ask me why it didn’t occur to me to put on sublock (or at least wear a hat) while I was at the bbq pit for three-plus hours Sunday, drinkin’ cheap beer with the middle-aged Japanese guys for the Satsuki fair at my temple. You’d think that a guy with a big bald head like mine wouldn’t forget such details.

But I dirgress.

I am confused. There’s some romantical issues happening around here. And I need to let them go I need to not worry too much about them because I am quite sure that they’re all gonna work out in the end as they often do. And at the most I’ll just have to have one of those conversations that folks have with people to make sure everyone’s on the same page, etc., etc.

And it’s all sort of distracting. I’m a little put off by it. Because I’ve got a list of things to do that I keep ignoring. And the more I ignore them and pay attention to drama the more work I know I’m going to have to do at the end of the summer. And I don’t really wanna have to deal with that.

Focus, m’boy! Focus! That’s all I need. And since it’s a quarter to twelve on Monday, my focus right about now really oughtta be on this silly thing called Work. Excuse me.