updates and anxiety

But this isn’t a real worry, I know. I’m only worrying about it right now because I’ve got so many other anxieties caused by things I have no control over that it somehow makes sense in my brain to worry about something I do have control over.

clarity

I feel the need to clarify a couple of things that I’ve written as of late. “I feel like crying.” I feel like crying not only in the “I’m depressed and despondent” sort of way. But also in the “there’s so much beauty in the world I think my heart’s going to burst” sort of […]

crank

Am I this cranky just because it’s Monday? Hard to tell. But there’s something more than mere crankiness going on this morning. There’s something else in the back of my brain. I went to bed last night around nine. I didn’t go to sleep, mind you. I just got in bed. Because I couldn’t think […]

nuts.

I’m in a really crappy mood right now. And I’m not sure why. No. Wait. Check that. I know excatly why. For some reason my boss’s mood has rubbed off on me. Things that bug her (that wouldn’t ordinarily effect me) are now really bugging me. Which is a bummer because I really like my […]

Kafka

It’s 9:30 on a Wednesday night and I just woke up from a nap. It’s gonna be a long night. I don’t know how it happened. One minute I was watching an old Simpsons re-run, the next minute I was waking up and something terrible was on UPN. This isn’t good. I don’t want to […]