I am dizzy from rolling with the punches.
But this isn’t a real worry, I know. I’m only worrying about it right now because I’ve got so many other anxieties caused by things I have no control over that it somehow makes sense in my brain to worry about something I do have control over.
Do you ever feel this way? I have been lately. I think, I have a strong sense, that a lot of my weird feeling as of late have very much to do with all the time I’ve spent out of my house lately. And all of the time I’ve spent in my house asleep. Since […]
I feel the need to clarify a couple of things that I’ve written as of late. “I feel like crying.” I feel like crying not only in the “I’m depressed and despondent” sort of way. But also in the “there’s so much beauty in the world I think my heart’s going to burst” sort of […]
Am I this cranky just because it’s Monday? Hard to tell. But there’s something more than mere crankiness going on this morning. There’s something else in the back of my brain. I went to bed last night around nine. I didn’t go to sleep, mind you. I just got in bed. Because I couldn’t think […]
I’m in a really crappy mood right now. And I’m not sure why. No. Wait. Check that. I know excatly why. For some reason my boss’s mood has rubbed off on me. Things that bug her (that wouldn’t ordinarily effect me) are now really bugging me. Which is a bummer because I really like my […]
It’s 9:30 on a Wednesday night and I just woke up from a nap. It’s gonna be a long night. I don’t know how it happened. One minute I was watching an old Simpsons re-run, the next minute I was waking up and something terrible was on UPN. This isn’t good. I don’t want to […]
The following line’s been running through my head this mroning: … in the middle of the city isolation is a riddle to be surrounded by a million other people but feel alone like a tree in the desert dried up like the skin of a lizard I don’t know why I’m feeling alone. I don’t […]
Stupid weather. It’s so dreary outside. It reminds me of that Portland drizzle I experiened over New Years. Only it’s May for cryin’ out loud. California dreamin’ my ass. Anyway, there isn’t much to this rant. There’s not a lot going on. Which is a half truth as always. The whole truth is that I’m […]
So I threw a party this past Friday night. By all accounts, it was a success. People came, they drank, they ate good food, they listened to good music, the talked about everything from politics and religion to what was in the host’s underwear drawer. The host, on the other hand, had a less than […]